My Prostitute Mom sold my precious memories of my deceased boyfriend for drugs?

All I had was a a case of cds(about 100)and dvds we used to watch 2gether and a rainbow steel pocket knife of his and she sold them for crack. I'm so upset and angry.She comes and takes a bath and goes back out (she a prostitute as well,I saw an imprint of some cds in her purse and I take a look and it's one of the ones my boyfriend gave me before his death, I know it's mine cuzit has my name and a note he wrote written on it. I took it out and ran and told my aunt she asked if she took my cds she lied and said lied and said no.I'm so hurt cuz when he was living she was jealous cuz he was a drug dealer (he was changin his life), and he had taken care of me and paid my way threw school more than she even has done in my entire life.It gets worst.As soon as I got the one cd back out i feel asleep and broke it!I dont know what's going on but I have the worst of luck and all I wanted to do was cherish his memories, and she stole them..and the one I did get,broke!Plz offer encouragement.